My first time holding Asher

I did not get to hold Asher until he was 5 days old. Awful doesn't even begin to describe what those 5 days were like. Neither of us was stable for the first couple days and then when I finally was, he still wasn't because he was having breathing issues. Friday, December 19th was the special day. It took two people to move him from his special Isolette onto me, and I was only allowed an hour, but it was overwhelming and awesome!